Eh. Janganlah.
You all neh kalau pun nak suicide tolong eh cari port lain. Nanti Kinarut neh banyak hantu pula. Dah lah saya selalu balik malam. I am no kidding.
Kalau baca paper semalam, mesti notice ada suicide lagi. A man jumped off 4th floor, di Kinarut residential area. Okeh fine- saya orang Kinarut but cant figure out which storey is that. Looking at the photos, hmm tak pernah nampak any flat/apartment yang berparking lot di bawah neh. Saya try google gambar untuk exhibit disini tapi none available T_T Boleh selak Daily Express dated Oct 6.
Fakta menarik. Menarik disini bukan bermaksud best atau happy facts okeh. Tahun ini sahaja saya sudah baca dua kes suicide(s) in my regular areas; Kinarut and Likas. Lagi menarik, Kinarut sahaja sebenarnya within this past years recorded 3 suicides cases, itu yang kita tahu dan dilaporkan lah.
Yang Likas itu bukanlah exactly bunuh diri disini. If you remembered, few weeks ago there's
a guy jumped off 7th floor di 1B area kan. That guy, the late Ferdaus happened to be one of our MCITP/CCNA students. He was KKIPC staff. His office di bawah neh sahaja. We I saw him most of the days. He usually hangout di luar Likas Square dekat BSN kiosk di bawah neh. LS kan no smoke building, so every noon shall see banyak lelaki stay luar sebab merokok, termasuk our staff.
At the first I saw the news when I am on my Sunday' shift. Was quite shock and bersungguh bagitau colleagues lain yang these man worked near here but I dont know which company. Harihari nampak tapi kita tahu kerja area yang sama cuma tidak tahu company apa, you know the feeling kan. Few days later baru Nonny pun ikut jerit sama cakap kenal this guy. Even Mr Paul shocked sebab dia pernah 'lecture' budak neh and his gang sebab selalu lambat masuk kelas, according to Nonny.
The sms-es he sent to his sister and girlfie.
The late Ferdaus in our system record. I pray he rest in peace. Al-fatihah.
Yang di Kinarut pula, as I mentioned earlier ada 3 cases kan. The latest one yang kes yesterday itu lah. Then the hardware company owner yang hang himself into the ceiling. Masa itu saya kerja sebagai tutor selang beberapa pintu sahaja dari kedai itu (read: the scene). Another one was in 2006. An eleven years old kid gantung diri di rumah di Kg Suangon and you can read this too.
His name, Donny. Bersekolah di SK Pekan Kinarut, only few metres from my homies T_T Its sad to know this things happen next to our home, whomever knew this could happen kan. His older brother is same age with my brother Ainal, and stayed in SMK Kinarut Hostel during the incident. From what Ainal told me, the brother manage to finish his schools. They all has moved to Penampang since the incident. From what I remembered, her mom pernah mention that she couldnt bear to stay in the house where his son has took his last breath. =.=
My point is; life is so damn hard. So, take it easy. Tiada masalah yang tidak boleh selesai. Jalan penyelesaian mungkin jalan panjang dan berliku tapi tetap jalan penyelesaian, kan?? Sometimes, kau kena tarik nafas dalam dalam, enjoy seketika, barulah dapat fokus kembali.
Kebiasaanya, kekecewaan yang mendalam lah yang buat orang sanggup bertindak begini. RIP.
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